Psstt... My Prayer Has Been Answered!!

Yesterday, I had difficulties when I was packing my stuff, and also when I was trying on different outfits with my shoes and bags, for the trip that I'm going with my beloved friends, on this coming Wednesday.
I was trying to match my outfit and bag (and shoes!) for the places I'm going.

Seriously, I am verry bad at packing my stuff! Packing really is one of the worst things about vacations. I hate to have to choose on what to take and what to leave out. So I always end up taking everything inside my bag!



Fyi, this is the first time I'm going somewhere by train! And I am soo excited! hehe..
I have never experienced going for a looong journey with a train! That is why I am soo looking forward about it! hehe =D

I dunno what should I wear or what should I bring! I mean, of course I'd wear normally.. and casually for the train ride.. But somehow I just thought that going for a long journey by a train, might make me feel uncomfortable a lil' bit after a few boring hours sitting in the train..
So, I needed to wear something comfy and still looked okay. heh ;p

So I figured, a simple plain tshirt and jeans will do.
Or perhaps a sweatpants?
Cuz we are going at night time.. And I might sleep on the train..
hmm...
Nevermind I'll think about my bottom-part later..huhu


But the problem now is, I don't have a matching bag to go with my outfit! (and a proper sandal with no heel to be exact.hehe). Of course, I'm gonna need a bag right? To put my purse, handphones, ipod, tissues-wet & dry, some pads, mirror, lip balm and etc, right?? But I don't have one that looks just the right size and perfect and convenient for me as well.

I need a laid-back and casual looking bag to go with my simple tshirt. Plus, I'm going by a train. Not by flight. So I gotta make sure I looked alright for a train-riding look. haha. I mean, I don't wanna look silly, with my satchel handbag, sky-high heels, my wheelie pink ostrich-skin luggage, and with my straw hat in my hand, my makeup bag and etc, and then suddenly when I started entering the train, everyone else will stare at me weirdly like I'm some kind of an alien or rather bimbo. =P

So really.
I don't wanna wear my usual serious handbags. I need a much cooler bag, pleasee!


So there I was..

Thinking what should I bring and wishing that someone would give me a brand new spankin' bag that would look just fine with my tshirt (and the situation-train!). hehee ;p


hmm..

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And then after that.. Just when we (my family) were having our dinner..
The doorbell rang.


 *Twice*

So my lil' bro, Aizat went to open the door and guess what??!






He came in and brought up a big orange box and a purple paper bag in his hands!

Someone gave us this! As a Hari Raya gift! ^_^

The gifts were: a hamper, ties from Asprey and a bag from Hermès! Can you believed it?
An Hermès??!



And the best part is??


The Hermès bag, is a drawstring bag which would look just perfect, and casual & as simple as I want it to be!! *big smile plastered on my face* ;D







Oh, Thank You Lord! For answering my prayer!! hehee


And thank YOU, Mister V! =)




So..now I'm just gonna find my sandals or flipflops at Juicy Couture or Vincci or FOS or just about anywhere in the world to complete the whole simple casual look..haha

Toodles!! ;)

XOXO,

S.

Weird People have Weird Minds

hurm..

I just read my sister's blog.

hmm...


Yeah, I received nasty commentS lately, saying that I look old.. I'm fugly. I'm fat.. I’m this, I’m that..

Well.. Usually I just ignore these stupid comments or judgements or opinions whatsoever.. (cuz I kinda used to people judging me before they even know the real me). But since that comment said some nasty things about me and my mom..I can't shut up anymore..


Okay, first of all, I’m aware that my face looks naturally matured - with or without make up. With or without me wearing baju kurung, baju kerja, baju tak kerja, baju berwarna, baju takde warna, baju sekolah or whateverr baju on this earth.. so you don’t have to tell me over and over again.

Even in school, when I was in form 1, people thought I was a senior student - Form 6! Obviously, I was wearing my school uniform and wasn't wearing any make up at that time. So, no. Make up is not the reason why I look matured (bcoz some people said that).

I guess it's the tudung or scarf that makes people thought and assumed I'm a bit older than my real age. Bcuz here in Malaysia we are so used to the perceptions or mind-set that only older people wear scarf! At least that was what I’ve been told when I tell them my real age. But well, what can I do? It's a compulsory for us Muslims to wear them and I'm cool with that.. =)

Or perhaps.. it is just my very own face that looks a bit matured! So what? I’ve never said I look young and cute or whatsoever.


Secondly honey, “old” is not the word as I haven't got any wrinkles yet! ;p

It's 'Matured'.

And well, I kinda like it you know.. to look a bit matured. It has given me the opportunity to fool other people.

Like when I was just 14, I used my mum's cc to help her buy her stuff whenever she ain't got the time to do shopping herself. And I loved it! It was a new experience for me and I bet most 14 year olds never get the chance to use credit cards. I see that as a bonus. (I love the idea of paying by card instead of cash.. It feels like I pay nothing! ;p)


Thirdly, I know I'm a bit fat.. When did I ever say I’m skinny?? And to be honest, I hate being chubby. I can't wear and shape my scarf perfectly like my sister could! And I can't seem to wear skinny jeans or high-waisted pants, etc without me looking like a "sarung nangka!".

But that didn't stop me from dressing up. Do you expect me to mourn and dress up fugly just bcoz I’m not slim? I've always loved clothes and make up and stuff.. And that also explains why I always find myself wearing slightly older people's styles (young adults to be exact). Like, wide-leg pants, jackets, shirts, blouses, et cetera instead of wearing what most teenage girls would wear - skinny jeans, tubes, skirts, simple tshirts, sweatshirts, hooded tops, boleros, halternecks, skirts, etc..

I need to suit the way I look & my personality with my style. I can't just wear whatever that is on fashion just because everybody else is wearing them. Like for example, the skinny jeans. Most of my friends have at least one, and I don't! Does that make me “old”?

Seriously, you don't have to follow whatever is on trend even if you know you won't look great in them! Plus, I have to say that wearing scarf can be tricky if I want to look modish or up-to-date. I don't wanna lose my personal style but still, I don't wanna look like a fashion disaster too!

So that explains why I always opt for a sophisticated style rather than the cutesy-girly teenage look bcuz I personally think, my matured face suits to wear a more grown-up style. Why would you care anyway? And you know what? Despite all that, despite people saying I look fat and old, this fashion designer and the sales girls at Warehouse boutique actually compliment the way I dress up and told me they like my style. Not once, not twice. Even when I was in Paris, 2 hot Parisian ladies complimented my sister and I for the way we dressed up despite wearing scarfs (we were in the toilet touching up our makeups at that time). And there have been a few cases at the mall where people whom I don’t even know of stopped me to ask where I got my clothes, my tudung, my bag, my whatever it is I was wearing on that day. So that must’ve meant something! ;p

Btw, I have never ever said I'm a 6-foot pin-up girl.. So, what do you actually expect to see when you're viewing my page, gurl?? A skinny model with a perfect face, a perfect body, and a perfect life?? Sorry, you’ve got the wrong blog address.

I'm just a normal person, with feelings too just like you (or maybe you don’t have one)!

But well.. this is cyber space. I know you can say whatever you want to say without feeling guilty bcoz no one can track you. No one knows if it was you who left such nasty comments except yourself. After all, you did leave a comment anonymously. You’re scared of being tracked, is it? What’s the point of saying those things when you’re such a coward to reveal yourself? What are you trying to prove? Or is it like your own “guilty pleasure”, saying bad things about other people? It just shows your personality and your quality as a human being, you know. And what’s worse is that, you know it’s you. You can’t pretend you don’t know it.

Fyi, this is not the first time I came across people like you. Trust me, I sooo KNOW these kinds of people! I've met them my whole life. (schools, matric, university)

Kutuk orang sana, kutuk orang sini.. But at the end of the day, they will eventually like/love that poor little person. Or at least, they'll become like the person that they used to kutuk. I’ve seen it myself. Allah itu Maha Adil. Like, “those people” who used to kutuk and hated me so much, now came to me and seek for my word of advice on whatever things they wanna know or want to take advantage of. Seriously, aren't you ashamed of yourself? You used to hate me, and make fun of me being a girly-girl or rather “gedik” in my own way and stuff, and then suddenly you want my advice on shoes? And make up? *sighh*

And what surprised me the most is that you want to actually be my friend – after all these years?? I thought you hated me so much? (I’m not pointing fingers but siapa makan cili, dia la terasa pedas).

I can name a few of them here and now, or maybe attack them back like they did to me, but for what? I know my values. And that differentiates between me and YOU! I am not like you, who make fun of other people's interest or beliefs. Sukati la orang nak suka/buat apa asalkan tak kacau hidup orang lain. Why should that bother you? Why do you care so much if that person is not like what u want them to be?? Unless of course, if you love them. That’s a whole different story then.

Anyhow, anyways...

THIS IS MY BLOG. It's about ME; my likes and dislikes. It’s not about “what you think”, or about your likes and dislikes. So do yourself a favour, just like what I normally do when I don’t like a particular blog (hey, I’m human too). Stop reading my blog if you loathe it. Bcoz really, what good does it gives you by hating and condemning others? The more you visit and read those blogs that you hate, the more negativity surrounds you. You’re circulating negative vibes all around you and that’s what you’re getting more of every day. And just because you have a miserable, empty and unfulfilled life, doesn't mean you gotta make others feel horrible or bad just like you, woman!

P/s: Is there a set of standards kalau jadi Datin, u gotta have a set of rambut bulat mcm Doraemon or pakai tudung selendang with super bright red lipstick, gelang and cincin bertan2 macam kedai emas bergerak?? I never knew that.
Just so you know, my mom is a very verry simple woman! Even if she does look like a makcik kampung, so what?? What's wrong with being a makcik or makcik from kampung?? Siapa ckp bandar tu bagus sgt??


To others, please excuse this PMS lady,will ya?!


XOXO,
S.

"Buhlud" (blood) The Full Story

That little boy's name is Daniel.. and he was playing monsters with his lil' bro and mum..
And that's when his bro's mouth started bleeding..

hehe.. so cute!
=)

I like his daddie's voice. Sounds like a cool and cute daddy..heh

"what baby..?"
"baby's got whaaat??"
"what does he have?? wheree??"

hehee..

XOXO,
S.

Worried.

*Worry* *Worrying* *Worried*

Oh my god...

It's been two days that I can't stop thinking about my exams. I'm worrying like mad cuz I knew I screwed up my finals.

Well.. actually I don't exactly know how I did, overall.. But there's only ONE paper that I think I did okay. (only ONE??!)

The rest I think I did pretty bad.. Well to be exact, there are 2 subjects that I actually did very verry bad. And the other 3, erm.. ok-ok la.. (kot?? I hope so!!)

It has been a really tough semester for me. Maybe because I take 6 subjects which is 18 credit hours. Usually I'd take 4 or 5 subjects only. My limit is 15 credit hours per semester. Don't know why this semester I was so itchy to take 6 subjects.. Sigh.
(I already knew, my limit is only 5 subjects, but why the heck did I take 6 subjects?? Urghh. )

Plus, the gap in between my exams are so short!! The maximum gap I was given, were for 2 days only!! And I also got 2 exams in one day! And a back-to-back papers for 3 days! (28th & 29th and 4th:9am and 2.30pm!). This has never happened to me before. I usually get to have like 6 or 7 days gap! Or even 13 days like last semester!

Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. I am so worried.

The Manegerial Economics paper was so freakin' tough!!! It wasn't like any other past years papers that I did! Even the smartest guy in my class said, he would be grateful enough if he pass ME. Oh my god! What about me?? Am I gonna fail my ME? Oh please God. Please don't let me fail! iskkk.. Seriously, I would be VERY, VERRY thankful and grateful if I could get a C!

Although I hate to have C in my record, but at least it is better than repeating the same subject!

I don't know how my result will turn out! I really hope everything will be just fine. No fails please!

Oh, I need my pills.

Or perhaps a massage.

Oh yeah, that'd be great.

XOXO,
S.

When you're a Victoria Beckham..

I just watched this video.. when Victoria Beckham was shopping with Eva Longoria somewhere in Beverly Hills.. in March 2008, with her second son, Romeo..


Madness!! How does she cope and deal with that kind of constant attention with paparazzi?? They were all crazy!!!

Watch it!

Oh my god.. I couldn't even imagine how to live a life like that, where I'm being spotted wherever I go and under the spotlight everyday!!

But well... to be rich and famous, and to be a Victoria Beckham, that's the price you have to pay!

XOXO,
S.

The Red Kebaya

Ceh..what a title... hehe..

Well, actually it is quite late for me to post this thing up.. as Raya already ended a week ago.. But I didn't get the chance to post this entry cuz I was really busy..

And since some of my readers wanted to see the Hatta Dolmat's baju that I said the other day, so here goes...

It's not a kebaya tho.. It is a Baju Kurung Moden. And I loved it. ;)



It's a Cherry Red Kurung Moden, with Black Lace Detail





The MAB's open house was held at PICC.. and food by Pan Pacific Klia..
As usual, food was great. =)












Attempting to look like Datin Sri Siti Nurhaliza.. hahaha =P (excuse the messiness at the back!)




With flash. (and with the door closed! haha ;p )





Look at the shoes! It matches the outfit! Black and Red it is..hehe





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Anyways..

Just wanna promote this flower + vase. This artificial flower arrangement was done by my mom's friend, Auntie Ratna a florist.



Interested to have one, for your home? Do msg me.. hehee



XOXO,
S.

I'm Free Like a Bird!

My 30 things to do in my 6 weeks break :

1) Sleep all day long!!!!!!!!! I gotta catch up on my sleep debt!
2) Watch lots and loads of movies at cinema or dvd or astro or downloads..
3) Clean my bedroom and rearrange the stuff in my room
4) Sell my unused stuffs or perhaps just throw them away
5) Selongkar the shoes walk-in and sell shoes as well
6) Rearrange clothes in my closet according to color and types (basic, going-out, hoods, cardys,etc)
7) Start dieting. Seriously, I'm fat like a pig! All that fat from lotsa Mekdi and Oldtown's. I consume them every single day! *sigh* I hate staying in hostel. I eat ridiculous food! =(
8) Ask him to fix my car seat.
9) Drop by at Stila counter and ask Fahmi why my gifts ridiculously SIKIT! And not to mention, SUCKS!
10) Send Miu's feebies.
11) Bersiar2 at Bandar Tun Razak / Bandar Sri Permaisuri
12) Go to a Fish Spa (I'm addicted to it!)
13) Drink the Starbucks Iced Toffee Nut Latte every week! haha. (Thank God its here now!! I waited for 11 months already! hehe)
14) Shopping!!! I really need new clothes. And 100s of scarfs!!
15) Read the insurance book and take the exam..
16) Take my time off to a spa or massage.. I really need to de-stress myself
17) And a manicure!!
18) Eat Baskin Robin's ice creams
19) Facial!
20) Get my car cleaned and waxed and polished! It's dirty like hell. Inside and outside. People would'nt even thought it's a girl's car!
21) Dating
22) Vacation with friends
23) Vacation with family
24) Treadmill-ing
25) Meet and hang out with my friends. Old. New. Current. Or maybe future friends.haha
26) Buy Christmas gift for her
27) Karaoke
28) Get a treatment for my hair
29) Buy a present for my lecturer (for being the coolest lecturer everrrrrr!)
30) Alter all my bajus at ZA Altera


31) And of course, Blogging!! hehe


XOXO,
S.

Yes!!!

GREAT!

IT'S OVER.

..and I'm off to bed now!!

=)

Toodles!

XOXO,
S.