Monday, May 16, 2016

My First Post for 2016?!


Sorry, but a lot has been going on in my life this year! (and last year) Life has been quite tough and busy these days. tsk. I really have no time (well..more like energy) to sit down for a couple of hours and update here. Heck, I never really watched the TV anymore. I would just sleep on my free time! haha. Penat gila ok! *cries*

Anyway, why the hiatus? Well... we moved to a new house last year, so being the OCD girl that I am, I've been quite busy for that..and then we have been changing maids 2 times, (Just unlucky I guess. Sigh) then I quit my job and took care of my baby all by myself..  and most of all, I've been coping with my baby's severe case of eczema for 8 to 9 months straight. It really tore me apart when seeing your children is sick. It's like your heart is being ripped out when you see all the blood, tears and scream.


I was depressed. I felt alone. And sad.....

Thus, no mood to write. Penat gila ok every week pergi hospital...few nights tak tido, etc. It's a continuous process of stress and cries for months and monthsssss... I was emotionally and mentally drained. I would never want anyone to go through what I've been through. But alhamdullilah...thank God he's all better now. Just a mild case. Not a severe one like last time... But I'm still tired. Not just physically..but mentally as well. When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. Right?

Anyway, insha allah I will share what I did to heal his eczema problem in my next post.

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, nor sunshine without rain..but He did promise strength for the day and light for the way. "Verily, After Hardship Comes Ease". Quran: 94:6.

Insha Allah.

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